TO MATSUMOTO JUN

[maricha74]

It's been 3 years since I discover you and Arashi



Embracing destiny
I was first drawn to you by your amazing portrayal of a spoiled, flawed and lost man in love
You learn my respect then as an actor
But it was when I saw your real self having fun on stage that really turned me into a fan
I was moved by your command over the stage
the way you put 200% of your energy in everything you do
The passion that ignites from you

My respect just doubled for you and your 4 equally amazing buddies

Embracing beauty
I can't believe I didn't find you attractive at first (blaming that perm and my cousin)
But I guess it was a question of time before I got attacked by those moles, those eyes, those lips which just ignited a fire in me that still burns high and bright in the very core of my soul

Embracing your insecurities
Through the shows I discovered a deep complex, shy guy who was fighting his insecurities
I felt close to you on a personal level because of those exteme contradicting feelings that inhabited within yourself and generated equally contradicting behaviour (from DoM to DoS, from being cheesy to being stoic)
But you're coming to term with your inner self and you're letting that dorky self comes out more
I love that you're a fighter and that you're not letting yourself be defeated
You're my inspiration in that sense

Embracing your talent
Your acting skills, your performer skills never ceased to amaze me
and the recent 24htv show just added to my respect for you
I feel you can do whatever you want as long as you keep that dedication level of yours
I want to be there to support you, to cheer for you, to wash away your nervousness, always

Celebrating the Man
To the man whom I gave all my respect
To the man I admire so much
To the man who took my breath away
To the man who stole my heart

I just want to say: I love you!

and I wish you a very Happy Birthday!!!!!!!

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Comments

[sesquerdo.livejournal.com]

What an emotional post, Mari-chan! It’s touching and beautiful! ^.^ Even if I knew all of your thoughts from our talks, it still touched me! ^.~As a Jun-kun’s dai fan myself, I am happy that he is receiving so much love! ^.^
Happy Birthday, to our dear Jun-kun! All the best to him today and forever! I wish he can keep smiling every day and making our world better with his smile! ^.^

[maricha74.livejournal.com]

yes, Sah-chan! i'm so glad he's being celebrated unlike last year ^.^

yes i was a little emotional
sorry for the late reply, I got shy after my post and couldn't come back afterwards lol

[sesquerdo.livejournal.com]

OMG! Mari-chan, there is no reason to be shy, this post is beautiful and, as a Jun-kun’s fan, I am happy you made it! ^.^

[maricha74.livejournal.com]

thank you ^.^

But like C-chan said, it's like I just confessed lol
but i'm glad i did too!

[ginger001]

Mari-chan, I love this posts so much!!! I couldn't have put it better... All you say, are things I feel and think about him... I am so happy and proud to be Jun-baited... and I am so happy that he seems to be enjoying himself and things happening to him right now!

This is a happy day so I shouldn't bring this up, but I was so worried about him until after Lucky 7... But after that it was like he bloomed again and he looks so incredibly happy and he is being so cute... that I would be hugging him all the time if I could XDDD

Happy Jun's Day to you, dear!! ^^

I wonder if he got presents from the other 4 and what they got him... Nino did ask what Jun wanted, right? *wink*

[maricha74.livejournal.com]

thank you, ginger
I didn't think I would do such a post and now i'm feeling a little shy about it hence the late reply

Yes, i'm happy too that he's willing to see the glass half full now
I was worried about him early 2011 but he came back with great determination
That's why i'm fully confident in him

it's the people I don't trust. some trolls just don't want him for all the wrong reasons (the stuck domyouji image and most of all the thinking he's not allowed to do anything just because he's beautiful)
If people would just give him a chance, he would do wonders

but i'm happy too because he's getting to people again, litlle by little. We just have to be patient
I just hope the few remaining trolls won't be too harsh on him

and yes, i'm sure he got a great party
didn't they had a shooting that day ^.^
i'm sure he has been pampered, he's the youngest after all

[blind-maiden.livejournal.com]

(Hi, there!)
Oh! This is beautiful!Like, you're really talking to him \^3^/
Happy Jun's birthday!

[maricha74.livejournal.com]

hello, C-chan!
how are you doing?

sorry for the late reply!
But yes, i feel like i have confessed lol that why I got a little shy and just wanted to hide in a tiny hole lol

[sesquerdo.livejournal.com]

Sorry to be commenting here again, Mari-chan, but I sent you a message yesterday (with the link for Kagiheya 11) and I just wanted to know if you received it because LJ is strange for me these days...

[maricha74.livejournal.com]

I received it, Sah-chan and i replied today
have you received the message?

[sesquerdo.livejournal.com]

Hey, Mari-chan! ^.^ Yes, I received your reply, but after I sent you this comment! XDD
Here on Buenos Aires, I have less time to use the internet, so, I will reply your message properly when I get back ok? Until there, all the best luck to you at work! I hope the fiscal audit will be “easier” than you expect! Ganbatte!
I hope you will like the end of Sunadokei and yay for your Hanadan rerun! ^.~
Take care dear Mari-chan! ^.^
PS: I saw a tango being performed on the street here today and remembered you! ^.~